why today...

today... I start this blog... would I be able to keep it up.. today... I decided I will...
today... I am not just trying... but I'm working on my website up...would I be able to keep it up to date... today... I decided I will...
today... I am paying much attention to detail... to make things right the first time... to spend the right amount of time on doing something right... to finish something I would totally be proud of... would i really be able to do that? today... I decided I will...

Have I ever thought about these things before? Of course! Obviously this is not the first time. Heck! How many times in a person's life do we decide that we are going to set things right from that day on and how many times do we actually stick to it? A lot... is all i can say. What's the difference witht today? well..I'm just not thinking about it, I'm actually doing it. My dreams on paper, or should i say... on digital. My goals set and all my efforts set to it.

Why today? Hmmm... that I really could not give a definite answer though I wanted to. I guess it may have to do witht the fact that I am now 26, my life had been fairly easy (actually reeally easy), I am married, I have a job, but somehow, I am not where I want to be. I feel... well... unaccomplished. So today, I decided to learn more. Not just about myself but the things I really want, the things that would make my wife, my family and myself proud of me.

I have a dream... I have many dreams... and this is just the first step to making them all a reality. And I do hope that it gets tough, that there would be times that I'd be frustrated and almost quitting, and in the process I do hope that I realized that nothing comes easy.... and I deserve what it is I make of my self.

Today...is a new day...and today will last forever... I'm not hoping for it... I am going to work really hard for it!!!

well.. welcome to my blog.... and read the mind of a dreamer....